rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
testimonies
Sunday, June 7, 2009
-10:55 PM
Wow. Wow. Wow.
What happened to my June Holidays! It's GONE. GONE. GONE. Well, okay, not that I'm complaining. I have lots MORE to be thankful for. But before I begin, can I just say this- I'm pretty shocked with Lidan's response to my blog. I expected her to be surprised about what I blog/think about, but she was like, "That's so Laura!" Hmm, I'm impressed(:
Anyway, anyway, I'm gonna yabber about my holidays. What I have to do, what I want to do, what I hope to get out of it, and what I will do (come to some sort of compromise between what I have to do and what I want to do, according to what I hope to get out of it). Gosh, I sound like I'm writing some sort of... REPORT. Grawr.
MY HOLIDAY TO-DO LIST:
1. SS PT
2. Chinese PT
3. Bio PT
4. 2 Zian Baos
5. 2 Xiao Lian Bis
6. Learn Ting Xie/Mo Xie/Cheng Yu test stuff
7. Get my chinese file in order (contents page mainly)
8. Chinese report writing
9. Read history notes
10. Math worksheet
11. Chem worksheet
12. Dynamics post-test on Moodle
13. RGPB Website
14. TIES (okay this one's due soon, like, tomorrow)
15. Study/research for IMUN
16. Plan buddy outing
17. Plan June Camp FOOD
18. Plan June Camp worship
19. Plan buzz group outing
20. MY CAMPAIGN :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D D:
Serious, that's how I feel about my campaign! I'm very very very very very very excited and very glad to have this opportunity, but at the same time I'm just very slightly disappointed that once again I have no chance to rest and have to continue slogging until the end of the year with no recharging point (seeing that the September holidays have NEVER given me the chance to have a good break). I was actually looking forward to the June Holidays a lot because of all the exciting things I have (like IMUN) lined up and the thought of being able to sleep early and wake up late most days just gave me this whole feeling of "Ahh, niceeeee". Truth is, the earliest I've slept this week is 12 midnight and the latest is 2.30am. Thanks to Physics PT, MEP Camp, Sergeants Weekend and some campaign stuff. More late nights to come, obviously, looking at my to-do list. But anyway, I'm gonna try to sleep early. Sleeping early is important. Health is wealth, blah blah blah. Muahaha. Anyway, the June holidays is still a blessing. Imagine having all these things and still having to go to school every day! *faints* But I survived 6 months right? So this should be a breeze right? (Haha, lousy attempt to convince myself that the holidays won't be too tiring.)
Whatever the case, I'm going to try my best to use the holidays to get my walk with God back on track. I know I've said it so many times and meant it so many times but somehow something more tangibly urgent/important/interesting popped up so once again I chuck it to the corner.
Okay I should try to start off well. I'll log off NOW, spend TAWG NOW, sleep immediately after that. *with renewed determination*
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts
A passion for Your name