rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
testimonies
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
-11:18 PM
Haven’t blogged for some time. Things have gotten, well, considerably worse, yet I feel considerably better. Haven’t cried in a while. Hmm…
Anyway, have been considering letting my friends in school know what’s going on. They’ve been really nice about everything!
I am in the process of evaluating my time managament strategies. I SHALL IMPROVE. YES. I SHALL SLEEP AT 9PM EVERYDAY, HAVING DONE ALL MY WORK AND GO TO BED 无忧无虑! So pleasant right? :D
Speaking of sleep, today was a huge fiasco. I was intending to wake at 4am to do some RS and English FA and Philo argument map, so I cleverly set my phone alarm. That worked; it was pretty aggressive. Unfortunately it was within arms length so it’s like *Grab* and *Jab SNOOZE*. It rang again in 5 min so I got fed up, turned it off, went back to sleep, and woke up at 6am instead. So there you have it. 2 hours less to slog, sleep lost. RAWR. I ended up dozing off during chinese as a result. I tried to listen okay! I even tried doing the tested-and-proven eye massage. Didn’t work la D: It’s a lot easier to doze off when you’re disengaged, and by that I mean, not talking. XD It’s so hard to fall asleep during SS even on a sleepy day. And though the morning was really a blur, philo (which was 1st block) wasn’t too bad…
RAWR LAURA. Do English FA now.
On a side note, in case I haven’t mentioned before, my internet fast is failing quite badly. I kept the deal for YouTube though. But this is a bit like the True Love Waits thing about compromise. Bit by bit you say, “Aiya okay la can la” then after a while everything becomes “Aiya okay la can la”. I haven’t written my commitment yet but I’m been thinking about it and have some idea. Trouble is, it’s pretty tough and I’m a bit worried. Ugh, I of little faith. *Scurries to private blog to post commitment before scurrying to do english FA*
