rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
testimonies
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
-8:05 PM
I was on FB acknowledging my birthday wishes, I saw, on my own profile:
“Trust in the Lord with all Your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight.”
-Proverbs 3:5-6
Honestly, though my MSN name is “Laura will believe again”, sometimes I just feel that it’s hard. Man, my 16th birthday will be one I will never forget. Seriously. The weirdest of weird. RS presentation. Meeting with the principal. And this (the main thing la).
Y’know, it’s so pathetic, it’s funny.
Monday, April 26, 2010
-11:05 PM
God, will you grant me my wish? Just a day? Please?
Monday, April 12, 2010
-10:04 PM
GOSH, I should SO be studying! Not spending my time frivolously online doing frivolous things. GRAWR.
STUDY STUDY STUDY, VERY TRUDGY, FOR AN RG GIRL (sing along to Money Money Money)
Okay probably not for RG girls. More like, just for me! PHYSICS BIO PHYSICS BIO
Okay buhbye! Whee high~
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
-9:48 PM
Oh please, can you guys just cut it out? Still not enough? PLEASE IT’S BEEN MORE THAN 3 MONTHS. Just shut up and get on with life. Do you know how frustrating it is for me?
Forget it. Some people just aren’t worth talking about.
JUST GIVE ME SOME PEACE WILL YA.
Haha, I feel like an emo kid. I’m not okay! I’m cheery and gay (as in, happy!) :D Yay. And spunky and bouncing around everywhere. Yay. But even spunky people have their areas of weakness, where they feel not-quite-so-spunky. And sometimes even spunky people are not spunky enough to deal with these.
Heh nevermind I’m still spunky and cool! :D Hah! (You know what? I feel bipolar writing this~!)
Okay okay hmmmmmm let’s sit down and think about life. Life has been... Slack. Seriously. I mugged for past few papers, I think. More than I did for some time already, anyway. And after that I got contented and slack and my system rejects anything academic. It’s psychological. Sheesh. Physics and Bio coming up! And gotta do History (W6), Math (?) and MEP PT (14 April!)
And… I need to spend time alone with God! I shall spend it now then, since I need some peace too(:
Oh I forgot to mention Sunday. It was about being tired, relying on your own strength and all. I realised it’s so true for me. Bro Nick (Was it Bro Nick? I think so!) prayed for me and he prayed for a renewal of faith and it like, just dawned upon me that for a while I stopped believing that my situations would change. It was as though I had given up all hope. And that’s why the sudden emotional detachment. That’s why I stopped crying about it. That’s why I could even cut out that section of my life and deal with it only when I had to. It’s like, it wasn’t important anymore. And I basically just shifted my focus to trivial distracting things.
So, although it’s sometimes hard to try to shift my focus back to unpleasant things (correction: on God who will help me deal with unpleasant things), I shall, no, I must believe again(:
Laura will believe again :D
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for, and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1
