rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
testimonies
Monday, July 5, 2010
-12:41 PM
Yesterday I was so happy, because of what someone said. Well it was the second time I heard it, but I was secretly happy nonetheless. It made me wonder too, though.
Today started okay. But. (Anyway, the event is not actually the point here.)
There’s a certain loneliness within me, I guess. I haven’t confided in someone for a pretty long time. I mean, there’s nothing they haven’t really heard, since these 6 months are just more or less the same thing of the first two months or so. I don’t dare to speak to you. All of you. If you even see this. Which I think you won’t. You guys are busy, you have your lives to lead. Plus, I’ve always felt I’d been bothering you enough, and my sob stories probably get stale after a while?
But the loneliness nags at me. I know I have my heavenly father, but even Him I’ve felt so distant from lately. Somewhat I guess.
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UGH there’s so much so much so much to deal with