rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
testimonies
Sunday, December 5, 2010
-3:05 PM
Haven't blogged in a while. Shows that I'm a rainy day blogger. But life's good man :D I've been pretty carefree, and I've been having so much fun. There's something on my mind, but I already know I should just surrender, and put God first. Easier said than done though. It's hard to get it all out of my head. And even harder to still continue building it (rooted in Christ of course), while still putting God first. Hahaha I'm talking in codes again, whoops.
In terms of my walk with God I honestly think I've been a little stagnant. I would like to grow a lot more. There's so much passion- where is it? I need to do a whole rediscovery :D
I don't know why, but I've this nagging feeling that I need to do so much more thinking about my life, and this feeling that I've been letting life go by without thinking anything about it.
Then there's IH. I'm leaving in 3+ months and I'm definitely having mixed feelings about it. It's funny how God works, really, but I thank God for it all, because it helps me challenge myself, and check my motives at every juncture. There was this time I really wanted to join worship, and my intentions weren't right, so God didn't allow it. This time I'm really not dying to go in there, but I've been called :D Then again, joining IH was... similar. Something I wasn't dying to do, but sensed I should do, and with all boldness, I just jumped into. And I never regretted. It has taught me so much :)) Much as I know that the time has come for me to leave and I've been doing lots of thinking about it, I will miss this ministry that's so close to my heart. The leaders and youths closest to me are nearly all in this ministry. Seniors I respect, juniors I see so much potential in, peers I have grown with, leaders I have shared so much about myself with... WHAM here come the memories! It's been an awesome 3 years, and there's always so much to learn and experience. Thank God for IH :D As for worship min, I'm excited and scared. Keys definitely isn't my forte. I'm pretty fresh when it comes to improv, and I have absolutely no formal training in anything non-classical, let alone any experience playing in a band! (Oh and I think I'm gonna go deaf soon.) But I love new beginnings, and new seasons, so while I feel sorta out-of-place and all, I eagerly await what the Lord will do in our midst :D
HAHA I would definitely like to write a list of New Year's Resolutions this year. Yeah sounds good. Yay.
Okay I'm turning weird. Buhbye :D
